oh by gosh by golly...

no one has ever made me laugh harder or made me more genuinely happy in my life.

the few days after christmas are always exciting with all your fun new things and most people still off of work, but depressing considering they already started tearing down the beautiful christmas tree at fashion island yesterday! just a few more days would've been nice....

rob and i celebrated one year last week, i can hardly believe it because it still feels like i just met him yesterday with how excited he gets me about life and how i have so much fun with him, christmas away from him was one of the harder things i've had to do in a while...maybe next year right?
but it was still good, i got cute necklaces from urban that rob knew i'd love and a ton of other things i never would have known to expect, he listened to everything i ever said everytime we walked in a store. and momma got me the pampered chef stuff i love of hers...the gifts are nice, but its even nicer being thought of and known so well.

this is me updating.

so here it is, i'm waiting for The Office to come on because i love jim and pam, what i love most about jim and pam is that i dont feel like i'm watching some fantasy of mine unfold on screen, but i'm watching good friends fall in love, knowing how they feel. mulllllberrry.

i work at bloomingdale's, i still live in huntington beach and my mom is coming tomorrow and were going to ikea! its going to be so great! i miss alot of people in the world right now, and i'm graduating December 2008 from cal state long beach with a BA in art history, then what?! and rob and i will have been together for a year in December!

i'll be back soon guys.

fond of Y.O.U.

80's prom...where i forgot my social skills. then i came home and had a dream, a dreamer's dream of course...but it was wonderful, that's all i can say.

"mom, i find myself jobless, schoolless, and worst of all boyfriendless...i'm coming home." and ventura thrift shops, its been soooo long. stoked.

empty house, everyone left for the party i decided to veto. and i've eaten TWO, count them TWO cadbury creme eggs tonight...guess its ok if i didnt have dinner. and i guess its even more ok that i'm not obese so i really got to stop thinking like i am.

after an hour of shopping...let's just say target's system was down and i walked out empty handed. patience tests. hit me with your best shot.

"...the books sat on the shelf lookin' much smarter than me..." ok modest mouse i'll start on my term paper...rawr.

spriiiing break. yeah. not tootin' my own horn here, more like pointing out my sad life. but when my literature proffessor was talking about those all of 3 people that will actually be on campuse during spring break and have never really had a spring break...i just sunk into my chair realizing that is me...i take my breaks during the school year i think, i think i've got it all wrong. did i mention i'm home alone on a saturday in HB...?

be here now.

you thought i had abandoned you eh? well, i almost did. but here i am at home at 8:45 at night alone for the first time in months, because his best friend just got dumped, so they went to have boy time. i've had him time all day, so its only fair.

its like a breath of fresh air really, these past 11 weeks, worshiping every step of each others as if we've known about this for years. almost like we have. we're best friends, thats what matters most, we have fun, who would've thought? so i've dissappeared. so what. let me tell you its been hard to make these piersiders my real genuine friends, dont get me wrong, they are, but i miss my mofo. bad. and recent contact with an what is now old friend has been a delightful surprise, i hope to see her soon, and it seems i've lost all contact with them up the mountain, don't know what i did, but i never see their faces anymore.




one day, it will be perfect. we have alot to look forward to.


22 in 2 days.
disneyland in 3 days.
home in 5 days.
midterms in 2 weeks.
Italy in 2 1/2 months.

Happy 2007!

new years was awesome, good party, good company, good hugs and kisses were had by all.
this is extremely short but....

it's real, it's fun, it's genuine, it's slow, and it's just what I needed/wanted. oh, ro-bear.