So tonight as I nursed EmmaJane before bed there was a 5-10 second period where she was done and she just laid there in my arms and even nuzzled in a little.
And I gasped.
I didn't realize how long it had been since she found me as nuzzle-worthy.
Of course it ended and she attempted to sit up and get away from me ASAP. She prefers her bed to anything past 8 o'clock.
So I get it. I get how you can get pregnant again. I get how people feel the need to share their motherly love with more than one child.
Someday.